Well, happy belated valentines day to all of you couples out there. Wish I have somebody that I can celebrate it with. Well, it can be a little sad since I'm desperately trying to control my hormones and everything. I'm becoming less and less like myself. Who am I really is? I have lost track of that. Now I am but a hollow shell waiting to be insulted by other people who has seen purpose in their lives. How do I find myself? Like all people out there I would have to say I have to wait for fate and destiny. The emptiness in my heart I hope can be removed very soon. J'Springs for one will never open my heart. It is place of formality, even though it was not demanded. Everybody has found their personality and not me. The world in their hearts is cruel. They are always right. Let little light shine on their souls. Let little light shine on me.

My brother got flowers for a gift from his girlfriend. We played bowling today.

May I not be lonely next year on 14th of february.