I did not get in for the auditions.
I stoned when I'm supposed to do freestyle. I deserved it. But I still support NRA.
Fate has done many things to me today. First, I overslept on the bus and ended up in Toa Payoh in 154. Then I took 151 and managed to reach there at around 9.30. Still early.
You need to pay to get to the auditions.
Anyway I went Mcdonalds at King Albert Park with Sharon, Abel and Willy. Which made me think. Alot.
After which I got into 184 to clementi with Sharon and Willy, then 154, and found myself going back to NP.
So I crossed the bridge and went to take another 154.
I overslept and thnkfully the place I managed to get off is jus 1 km away from my home.
The walk is all I need to think life through.

Many things in life is like an audition, one try only. People 'audition' you the first time you speak, act and say. After which they form an impression upon you.
That's why one should treat life like an audition: Your best for everything. If not you may just ended up failing that 'audition'.
But even failing is not a bad thing, as long as you do what I do when I found out that I've overshot in 154: walk back and repent. It never really too late. If you fear the day where you need to repent and that its already too late, well, repent now and strive to be a better person.
Being a friend is easy. Being a good friend is difficult. Being a best friend is Fate sent.
Currently, still trying to apply my theories' into my life. What is there to have brillant theorems when you can't even do it outside?
Now come the part where what actually do I want to be. Do I want to be a good friend? Do I want to be a best friend for everybody? I don't know. I find it very tiring to do that. I want to enrich my mind and become more enlightened about the world and the social order, but to become truly enlightened do I need to be ultra friendly? What's the use of knowing what the other people think and foretelling when you can't make a hackus of a friend?
How I wish I think like normal ignorant young kids who care only about their next phone and making friends like how fast cow grass grows. But I'm not.
Finding that special someone...
Cheers.