Finally something in Poly that can make my mind crack! My first large event in NP: The Blog Crisis.

Well, the thing goes like this: I have this blog, alexangelos.blogspot.com that registers my dirtiest and most irrelevant thoughts so as to prevent my mind from exploding. It was a blog that talked about every person I've ever known and my infatuations with some of them. Some of the contents are extra gay, and the others unspeakable, but I need one blog to voice these all out.
Then was the time (yesterday and the day before, in fact) I was advertising my blog to my friends.
The problem is that I've revealed the wrong blog.
I've revealed alexangelos.blogspot.com.
And in there lies all my private thoughts. Some of which included them all.

Eveybody has their most deepest darkest thoughts, its just that I've placed mine in blog.
So everybody who have read my other blog and have found the blogs unnerving please feel free to read this blog instead.
As for the other blog it placed into another place. Somewhere that none of us can hope to find.
I mean, thoughts should remain as thoughts, unseen, isn't it?

Okay, back to my life. My hip hop lesson is so cool! It really gave me a full body workout. My movements is a bit stiff but I'm sure after a while I'll be better. As for the NRA dance auditions... I cannot make it. The Friday auditions is at 3 to 6, which is in my studying time. Saturday I've got to go for the Horticulture stuff. So its really too bad. There must be somewhere I can get past this problem. But I guess it's just that I don't want to pursue any further. I've to max out my mind even till now and if I've got NRA I'll burst.
I was lat today. By 17 mins. I did something wrong yesterday and that's why Fate has punished me for it. It is my fault too. Anyway I've to run and run and find and find but everything turned out right at the end.
Saw Ben when I left after CATS. He was giving me the 'hahaha I know your deepest darkest secret' look. Well, the fact is that he has read THE blog, and I've don't know if any others have read the blog (I suspect Chris has read it. He super insisted that I gave him my blog address), but to those who have read the blog and have found it revolting, sorry. Those who have read it please seal it. Thank you for your cooperation. Or I'll swear I'll curse you to oblivion. Your patron spirits, be it god or some other omnipotent entity would not be able to help you if that happens. This is not a warning of course. I'm a mild mannered person and would rarely resort to violence.
Rebecca seemed to be snubbing me. I don't know. Is it because she has read THE blog? Or is it because of something I've done? Or is it because I'm at the wrong place at the wrong time? I'm gonna ask her tomorrow. It is really sad if I've to lose a friend like her.
I've got my own internet connection finally!!!! And I've recieved my own cheque!!!! I'm much more richere currently. Outings, here I come!!!
Just a note to all who is reading my blog, in this blog I may depict certain incidents or events in my own POV (point of view). If you don't agree with anything or something, please sent me an email. Or tell me in the msn. I'll take any comments seriously.
Today will be my first day to study and work at the same time! What will happen to me? But I must say my mind's CPU is currently working at 99% and I cannot take another backstabbing or bad customers in work.
Well, this is how my mind works: In my mind lies many many thoughts. Some, like these that I've just typed, is mild ones that I always present at my blog, 'I Need Silence'. Any artistic poems or songs that I've written or like is placed in my poems blog, alexandrangelos.blogspot.com. All my deepest darkest secret that must be spilled out is placed into my 'Deepest Darkest Damnest' blog. I have a gazzilion amount of extra things in my mind everyday and I cannot place them all in my head. I'll burst. So... I either place them in this blog or in THE blog. So... please forgive me. RAYOR (Read At Your Own Risk)