Different people have different points of view. I learnt that at work and in class today. I mean, my friends from ITE is actually thinking that leaving classrooms when a class is on and playing mp3's in class are the right things to do. They can just smoke even though its not allowed and the security guard, when spotting them, told them to 'move away because the cameras can see them and that they should move more to the left to avoid it'. I mean what is this? I guess I will never understand them. Many a time in the movies the lead will say 'we are from different worlds and we will never be together' and I say that its bullshit. I mean, after all, ain't we all humans?
Well, unfortunately it's not as easy as that.
First of all, you cannot possibly give them a piece of your mind, and you cannot take this lying down either. Its like a painful shit that's stuck in your ass but you don't want it out cause if you do it'll hurt you but if you don't you'll feel damn uncomfortable, like a bad secret. I mean, what will happen to their future? Is this the attitude we want the next batch of Singaporeans to possess? Secondly I am thinking 'the more marks the better' then there are those who think tht 'pass is okay liao' and some who think that life should be 'taken easy' and proceed to fail in all their tests.
I don't know. Am I actually envious of them? Envious on their inner confidence to do what they want to? Envious that they could do things that I can never or will never do?
I guess I already know the answer to that question. Everybody are entitled with their own views and opinions. They do what they want to do to their bodies and lives.
To see people who comes to school and don't strive to excel to me is like a a person who tortures himself by bathing in hot and cold water in successions. It is stupid and very dumb thing to do.
Then there are people who work hard but get poor results, and people who don't with good results.
Good results, oh the other hand, hangs upon a delicate equilibrium. Good results to some is a pass, to some an average mark, and to others like me, nothing less than and AD.
Anyway I have found my target in life. I want to be what I truly am. From now on. No more Mr 'Don't know who I am' Alex.
And who is this Alex? Well, you have find out yourself.