I am in deep shit. I have to work cause I need the cash to survive but I need to study. September 9 is the exams and that is so close to me now. But if I work I possibly be too tired to even pick up a book to study. As my brother has said, studies are more important than work (for now), so I guess I shall not work for the next three weeks.
Mr Lee os amazing. His speech is so engaging and I fully agreed to what he says. After everything he said I can't wait to see what Singapore will be like 10 years from now. It will be a blast and truly a city that never sleeps.
I always feel that nobody cares for me. I guess I'm wrong. The government cares for me. The moment I was born I get those Edusaves and when I'm old the CPFs, Medisaves, Shields, all the benefits... I am so proud to be a Singaporean. I always wanted to be the center of attention and everything and I just can't find anyone who cares for me, who supports me in everything I do. Now I've found that special someone: Singapore. I love Singapore. Now I have a drive: To do my best for Singapore. To those people wo laughs after looking at thispost you can jolly well fuck off because you are not grateful enough to the country that groomed you. I always thought I was unfortunate but I am actually very blessed by Fate to be born in my family and in Singapore. I am in a safe environment and I can recieve proper education and be the dream person I want to be. What more can I ask for?
I feel guilty that I complained about what I have. What people say is that we must be gratefulw ith what we have have, but I believe that we have the obligation to strive for what we want. As I always say Fate help those who help themselves. I will help myself to be the best I can be.
I can't believe I'm lying for the CATS reflections. I am supposed to write about how good CATS is, when it is boring and the lecturer sucks. But I can do it. I always deliver.
My life has become much more interesting.