Well, yesterday was Angela's birthday, as I 've said, and I thought today will be like brooze galore.But the only thing we drank was urine (beer), it was not intentional even. The B'dae girl was missing and all the full timers are missing.
Its not that I want to drink till I get drank (which is not very easy), nor do I blame Angela for not wanting to celebrate her Birthday with. Yes I am a bit annoyed about the lack of brooze and unexpected and unexplained leaving, but I guess I can never take all these for granted.
Well, at least she like the present that I gave her.

Being drank is a weird feeling. You feel like you are in control, but the alcohol gives you suggestions. Suggestions to let your feelings show. Suggestions to break free. You feel like you can do anything. Unfortunately, most people are shackled most of the time by the atrocities of life and thus are controlled by the alcohol. Its a great feeling. Just beware of the hangover.
People will never love someone who is insecure, not sociable, and complains the whole lot away. Well, maybe. If that someone is Gaia blessed drop dead handsome. I, unfortunately, have ony one pig face and will have to make do with being good to others and being secure, sociable, and not complain that much.

LSCT GLs have many good people. And many can be good people. Leaders maybe 2 or 3. For now. I believe in Potential Equality, everybody can be somebody if they want to. As fellow humans, one must give others a chance as well as you yourself a chance. You must prove what you believe in, maybe not to others, but most importantly to yourself.
The one person you must love in your short life: Yourself
The one person you will be for the longest time in your short life: Yourself
The only one person that will surely understand how you feel: Yourself.
Get the gist?

Okay, now I'm gonna tackle the sensitive issue about hypocrites. You look at a million blogs and more then half with fav/hate lists will write there Hates: Hypocrites. But ironically, most of them who wrote this have somehow or another commited hypocritical acts upon others after they wrote this down. So do they hate themselves? I wonder.
Well, as you can see, I did write that I hate hypocrites, but they can be really annoying. Because well if you hate them you hate like 3/4 of the world. And sometimes being hypocritical is the best way to let off steam but not offend the accused party in the same time. You will never scold our good government publically, but behind the back where you'll never get caught. So most of you are hypocrites.
It is dumb and stupid and immature to tell somebody straight off that he sucks big time and needs a serious makeover.
But, its hypocritical to say these things about him to other people.

Well, so how can we stop hypocrites (including our hypocritical self) in their tracks?
Sadly, we cannot. Its a natural response, a reflex action. Involuntary, yet derived from our consciousness. We must learn to accept them, and hear their tales about you(from others, duh. If you hear it from their own mouth they ain't being good hypocrites, ain't they?) and refine these tales to acquire the nuggets of wisdom hidden deep inside on how to improve yourself (if any at all). For example, Rebecca might have said that I james is my 'brother', but what she's actually trying to say is 'fuck off you bastard we don't want you here because you are as annoying and as painful to see as James. You behave, dress weirdly like a mad man, nerd, crappian, and you are in serious lack of quality friends. I don't want to have any associations with you unless of course some other peeps of inportance to me wants to, or unless you are important. Even if you are, I will be so damn hypocritical behind your back you'll find bad mouthing in the millions after each day in which you remain tops.'
Yeah, thats what she's trying to say. Well, point taken.
Okay then, time to sleep and contemplate my associations with Fate, if that is important to her.
Not funny.

Ostracising is not good. Bullying is not good. Silent treatment is not good.
Be responsible for the things you say.

Remember that (goodness that's the second remember that used this way in the forum. I must stop remember thating.)