Well, titles can be misleading. I'm not going to talk about Donald Trump today nor am I fired from my job.

Anyways, my brother is in landbanking, and I'm happy from him. But he's sad cause it takes so much courage to call somebody to sell something and the other person on the line just rejects you.
Which comes to my question:
Have you ever done anything that you regret forever and ever till the end of time? By brother says no. For me yes. These event lingers in my consciousness, never releasing till my death some many years later.
They say that if you face up to these events you will ultimately become a better person. Liars. There are some much in me if I face up to all of them I'll die. In fact, I don't even know how to face up to them. Just admitting that I'm wrong doesn't help. They just come up again and screw my life up.
So you must come to terms with these events. They are like rotting wounds,unable to heal, but always causing pain. I guess you have to pick them up and move on.
Life is an neverending spiral to the bottom. Along the way you got friends, happiness and laughter, as well as dreams that never to be fulfilled, but all and all the final destination is death. You live to die. But of course along the way it would be nice of you to make the lives of others like you better by being a little nicer, a little more considerate to ther beings.
Life is a cycle of pain and relief. Relief brings about euphoria, pain brings about suffering.
Though so, live for everything else but pain.