My whole body is aching. Why? This is due to all the punishments of pumping we've got in GLs. Can I, the physically poor boy survive the trial camp? Or will I just quit? This is getting ubearable, especially after my ice skating session...
But if I quit GLs, I have to work, which is less tidious and got money some more.
But I don't want to work. I want my childhood. I'm a child! Why do I have to work?
I want to have fun! If not slack! I don't want to do the samething I did for Red Cross! make some stupid flag or identity, then have to be scolded by seniors somemore...
I don't want to waste my life away, but if the training gets any tougher, my body will waste away.
Rebecca has left. Alekx has left. So will I be next?
They are people with insight and knows what they want in their life. They are decisive.
What about me?
Can I? Can I find what I want by the end of tmr?
Prayers to Fate.