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Alex here
20 yrs on earth
since 30th June 1988
alexslowking@hotmail.com

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"The one true treasure is self purpose."- Alex Lim

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Beholder

I got the best in Environmental Science and Individual & Community. I am also the top student in semester 1.2. Thank you Fate and all for your help.

I've finally understood. Why noone knows why I'm here. Why Fate seals the eyes of people around me about me. The thing is, I was not meant to be noticed. Not meant to be popular anyways. My family has been this way for decades. We help people, people just know us as nice people, and then we disappear from their lives. My family doesn't know it, but thats what happened to them, chosen by Fate to help others. We get to our positions so as to help specific people. That is our destiny. People with such destinies are not given a name. But here, I am, giving them a name. Giving us a name. We are hereforth the beholders, and we uphold the whims of Fate, listen to her song, and act with what Gaia gives us.

To be a good beholder, you need to be sure of a few things:
-Helping someone means doing something for that person under the law of social good.
-The best beholders doesn't even know they have done a good thing, and thus request nothing in return for their services. (Which means I have a long way to go.)
-Beholders are given gifts by Fate, gifts that they themselves don't know. Thus nothing is gained and nothing is lost. Gift that is not known is not a gift. Fate doesn't live to make you happy. Fate chooses if you should be happy.
-We, as Beholders, are empowered by Fate to deliever these happiness, or to alliviate pain of others. Thus we go by other names such as Hand of Fate and other corny names along that line. But we are not Fate. We are just her representative, her 'hand', so to speak. We do not control who we help, Fate chooses all that.
-Preserverence. We must have determination.
-Alertness. We must be forever alert when Fate ask us to do our duty. For example, there was once we were eating KFC at home, then the phone rang and there was this girl who sounded like she is going to commit suicide soon. But sadly, my hand was oily, and I hate prank calls, so I got it down. But then I realised, what if the person really need my help? Fate just reconnected her call to me, why didn't I help? So I must be more alert to the calls of Fate. I hope Fate sent her another Beholder to help her. If not if she dies... I would be really sad.
-Patience. With patience, we can think of the best way to help our charge.

Bless Fate.


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