Today, I've forgottened that there was no break after the Bio tutorials and so went for lunch and in the end was late for SDCA for 20 mins! How can I, a model student, have such a bad mark on my scoresheet?

Oh yeah, I accidentally cut myself when I was watering plants, and blood came oozing out. Of course I sucked them back in. I can never resist the nice, smooth taste of blood. The sweet, fresh taste... the iron like smell... But it does leave a nasty aftertaste though.
Blood always made me feel refreshed... even though it's my blood that I'm licking. I hate blood from gasping wounds. They taste most foul.
I guess that's why I feel so refreshed for the rest of the lessons.
Bryan said I have been blur these few days. Must have been the rewiring effect. Though it does feel real good. But I fear what I will become. I always fear what I will become. Perhaps this is why I am on the path of self destruction. My belief is that I must now be aware that I must change for the better.
To become better first, I must train and prune my way of thinking. I must be aware of what I look like, and totally ignore my suspicions of people's perception of me. I must not keep thinking 'what are they thinking about me now?' 'what are they plotting?' and the such. This will only lead to my self destruction.
On a more happier note, WCG is in Ngee Ann Poly! And so is half of the famous couple Collin!
Blog finding is so hard. Only after much hard finding did I find Jer and Roy's blog. Whew! But it was worth it. now everyday I have so many blogs to read, so many things to comprehend... I just love it!