Anyways I have been nominated to represent HLM in the Poly Forum!!! is some event that intelligent and goody students like me meet up and talk about current issues! Isn't it cool?

In an attempt to give me a conscience, my mom accidentally did something to me that she would have never expect, or believe.
She has casted a conscience spell at me.
Everytime I lie, it hurts. Everytime I feel that I should have done something but did not do, I hurt. Everytime I hurt others, I hurt. I am consciously being judge by a tribunal of conscience. A thought that is immoral will be painful for me. Acting the immoral thought will be even more painful.
The only release that I have is to be angry. Be very angry. Angry enough to make several walls of hatred to null the effects of the 'curse'.
I've always said that I forgive and forget easily. That is a lie. I cannot forgive easily. My conscience cannot allow me to forget a bad accident unless I fully understand the situation and fully forgive myself, or the tribunal of conscience forgives me. This, of course, makes me really really sad because there is no forgiveness in my books as I can never agree with my conscience, or at least the conscience spell my mom has implanted into me.
This has of course, made me a very bitter person. it has made me quiet, despondent and a very, very, pitiful person indeed.
Do I even know what I am typing right now will scare off my potential other half, won't it?
So what can I do now? Try my best to break the spell, or conform to the conscience?
I think I have no idea what to do.
But I must say, conscience magic is something thats real neat. Imagine me, placing people that has promised me things important with conscience magics... contract magics... won't that be so cool? I can be so such a successful businessman! Since it runs in my family... I guess I'll persue this course of magic.
I mean, cursing is to painful and the backlash is too much for me. And I hate insects so I cannot cast any really potent potion magics. Ghosts manipulation is too volatile and unpredictable, cause there are as many ghosts as there are living people and apprehending them all is as impossible as me getting GPA 2 and below. I don't like self mutilation so no blood magic for me. So, I guess I have to go with conscience magic.
Oh the fun!