Stayed overnight at Chen Le's hostel/condo house. Its really brave that you come to a foreign country and live on your own without any relatives in Singapore. You should have seen the toliet. My gosh its like the great barrier reef la. Then there's the hairs and black crap all over the toliet... If I were him I might go crazy man.

Talked to someone till quite late. Its weird. Really nice to be able to talk to someone for long periods of time. Its always intriging. Everyone has their own stories to tell. What I hope for is that I do not say my own personal stories. The more I say, the more I realised how crappy, disgusting, and socially unacceptable I am. I want to be a happy person. I want to be loved. But it is not by my way. Clinging on something that will not last, will not happen is painful, stupid and cruel to my ownself. I must stop doing that to myself, and learn to embrace a better me.

May I have peace.