I'm learning how to walk. Again.
I'm not as physically weak as I think I am.
Stupid kids think they have divine shield, as they start to cycle on the wrong lane and attempts to kill cyclers and skaters alike.

Currently I'm enrolled in some ERS events, and I see from there.

I used to think how far my evil aura have radiated out from me. Apparently, now it is so obvious in other people that they know it from just looking at me the first time. Hmm. I think its time to do through cleansing. Its hard to help when people shun you all the time.

I use to think I'm sensitive, but now it makes sense. Look at below situation.
I was playing chess, and suddenly, someone, who is a friend of my opponents, say loudly, 'hey, your standard drop liao' when I'm clearly losing. I may have lost in the game, but he sure show that he has no courtesy at all.

Then there is this guy I played chess with, and he likes to say, when the situation is clearly in his favour,
'I lose liao... zzz'
This is rude and you are not respecting your opponent. You are degrading his worth. if that is so, do not even play with him. Do not play with someone clearly with less skill then you, if that is what you think, just do degrade and criticise and denounce him. Clearly you have no sense of game etiquette.
I use to think because I'm weak, therefore I have no right to comment on better players, but I do not want to excel with a group of bad mannered people.

Though I say so, I am also bad mannered at times. So if people have given me a chance, I must also give other people I chance.

That said, change is inevitable.