I've look back at my last post, and that is a bad post cause it is so confusing to me. The English is bad, the point is not made, and its so not me. But alas yesterday was an interesting day but I was not in an interesting mood to blog. And I am not that great with my memory.

Today I rewatched the movie '7 Swords', and I've found and was enlightened by this phrase (Its in Chinese, but don't worry, I'll translate it for potatos.):

Mo wen qian chen you huei
Dan qiu jing shen wu kui

Do not ask/care about the past regrets you have
But pray for the future to be without regret

It really hit me. Thats what I really need to do. I need to forget and forgive myself for the past I've done, and start to live my future without hinderence. I must seek to live and not make any regrets in my future. I must treasure my friends. I must treasure my family.

Its amazing how abstaining really helps you.

Thank you Fate, and thank myself for taking the first step towards happiness.

Back to life.

I've enrolled in another cycling trip, this time organised by the cycling club. It has this haunted theme, which I think means we are going to be going to all the haunted places. Which happens to be quite far. And it costs $16. And it has no receipt.
well, the problem with the abovementioned for me is that...
The day before, I've a cycling trip. The LSCT one. And its overnight.
Hoho. What am I getting myself into?

Here are my reasons for going.
1. Haunted. Nuff said.
2. Anne is going! Which means I'll not be alone! Woo!!!
3. CCA points. Yeah!

Which comes to my next point.

Nowadays, if I am going to any event, I would ask:
Got CCA points?
No I am not mecernary or anything, but if I'm going to do something with my time I hope I get full benefits out of it.

We were on a field trip, and it one point of time I was with the Mr Yam our genetics teacher with a few friends in Delifrance having a break from the hot outsides. And there he spoke.

Yam: "You are very religious aren't you?"
Me: "Erm, yes, you can say that. Why do you think so?"
Yam: "You are always praying in my class."
Me: "I do pray for insanely wrong periods of time, but actually, I was sleeping. Sorry cher', the lecture is too boring."

Ouch. *No subtlity alert!!!*

That is so going to hurt me in the future.

To end off I shall repeat the mantra.

Mo wen qian chen you huei
Dan qiu jing shen wu kui

May it be a reminder always.