I intended to show you guys the pictures we took in the night cycling, but I look so horribly fat, I'll not show it to anyone. =p

OMG some people just get all the voice. Ugly (contrary to the name) sang by Tiffany, Gurion and Jamie sounds so nice. So is Avins Angels brought Me There. But the Johnny one really damn saded. The damn PA system la. Stupid speakers are crap. If you heard him sing back stage OMGosh you cry la. Damn good.

Kimberly and Nigel is the winner of the Belle and Beau competition!!! WOO!!! *claps*

I'm the top of HLM again!!! Yeah!!! *3 cheers for Alex*
Which brings us to the prize presentation. There are so many cock ups. One of them is no all the prize winners know they are getting the awards, so some come in shirt, dress shoes and posh pants while some got the award with berms and t-shirt. Damn sad la for Dr Susila. Then they also damn rude some more, don't give her the full handshake and bow... she is our director ok... The MC also.. change people must at least announce what, if not how Dr Susila know what you doing?

The top 3 in HLM is,
1. Me!!!
2. Kuan Liang!!
3. Xiao Yu!

The teachers performance is not as good as last years. Its abit... embarassing.

We, the SGLs, performance is a mess. Seriously.

Fate is really nice to give me surprises, one after another. So what is he going to be next, the Grandson of Mr Lee? Hmm. By Her grace I'm also to help out in some charity bazaar thingy for Jia Hui. I don't know what will happen but lets hope I'll come out a better person. I'm also helping out for Amalina and gang in the Acres animal booth next Tuesday at Atrium. Do come down ya! =p

I know I'm not suited for a CCA filled life. I'm already dying la from all the work and meetings. But as Fate has decreed, I must fulfill some CCAs for points and for personal experience. I feel really guilty for having skipped 4 Chess Club meetings because either I'm busy, damn lazy, or both. making it a point to be there this week.

I really hate people who call me by my real name, or my business name, like RuiFeng and Alex. Don't keep going, RuiFeng blah blah blah and RuiFeng boo boo boo really annoying lor. Names are sacred and not to be said like numerous times for fun. Alex too. Damn annoying la some people. Keep going 'Alex... Alex...' like he going to orgasm on me like that (which is like 'eww' Imagine someone out there jacking off to my name... sick.) . Names really make msn damn serious lor. Makes me feel so uncomfortable.

Some names you can call me is msn and talking to not incur my wrath:
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I really hate it when people make me feel like I'm a stingy person. Because I'm really is a stingy person. Yes, the great Alex admits. I don't want to owe anything to anyone, or lend things to others. These would only cause more troubles and waste of time. What is yours, is yours, what is mine, is mine, isn't that good? Why must share here share there and waste a whole lot of time when it comes to 'hey how come I don't have enough?' shit. I don't want to gain any advantage or allow people to gain any advantage. You want to get advantage you work hard yourself. Now thats what I call real, meaningful life.

To forgive people is a virtue and of good culture. It is good to forgive, but never assume people are obliged to forgive you because of all the good things you've done to the person. Forgiveness is something you can ask for, but will not always receive. Do not expect it. Its not as simple as working. You work, doesn't mean you get paid in the end, like love. The best way is to first forgive yourself, repair the pain you have caused and stop feeling guilty, and carry on with your life.

Cheers.