I've realised I've started a habit which I used to think its ridiculous: Adding people I don't know in Friendster.

I mean, its friendsster right?

Well, I realised that if the person can get to see my profile, it means its Fated that he/she to see it which means if they add me as a friend perhaps one day we'll need each others help.

But for now, we have become acquintences.

Fate works in mysterious ways. Really. I realised why I failed trying to please some particular person: cause I would have hate him when I see him.

I've a new hobby: Trying to walk really, really quietly. Really fun. The silence is really rewarding.

Another instance when Fate works in Her ways:
On Sunday, I became really tempted to buy skates (no thanks to East Coast, which is full of skaters, and bro, the skate fanatic). However, when I 'secretly' went to the ATM...
It was 'Out of Service'.
Never mind. Later, at night, we went to check the prize and the sizes of the skate that I intended to buy.
'Sorry, no more stocks left. Comes at early April'
Ok...
But one thing made me cry.
When I was considering buying skates, and my bro was psychoing me to buy them, I told bro that one reason why I can't buy skates that day was I didn't tell mom yet. Bro told me that he had already told mom and here is what she said.
'huh, really ah, I guess I must save up for him.'
OMGosh it made me cry. I'm so freaking touched. Mom never really liked me buying anything, and the skates isn't really cheap, and we aren't that well of, but she's willing to save up for me.
I felt so quilty after that. And then comes the night-prize-no-stock event, that I think is Fate trying to me this:
Alex, get a job.
Which is what mom kept telling me to do. Mom never really is against me buying what I want: She just wants me to experience work life, and everytime I wanted something (which is feew and far between) she always say 'you work than can buy'. I really love my family who is really there for me. By father has made our balcony into a little greenhouse for me to put all my plants, which I'm really touched (though he often messes up my plants in the process of building the platforms). My parents are really thinking of me all the time, caring about my welfare. I'm really guilty of not caring about them as much as they do, in their very own special way.

No matter what happens, I'll always love my family (my brother, my parents and if Fate permits Bro and Germaine to be together, Germaine too).