Well, I've been chasing lots of things lately.

For one, I'm now officially a coach for Ci Yuan!!! Yeah passed everything. Quite happy. Now it is up to Fate whether my days with them are long and fruitful. Jurong Green Cup this Friday, I wonder what I'm going to get?

I'm joining a song writing competition: Vibes'08! Why? Because I feel that my creative juices are leaking away in my non creative environment. I must gain back my powesss in the ways of the language, and I think this competition will get me there.

We are going to have 4/5 Christmas gathering for the 5th year running! This Saturday! I wonder how everyone has been... Its interesting as most of the girls has gone to University, while all the guys went to army and now has a vocation. as for me? Still in attachment.

My bro has bought a bed for Pika... and for that, I've to buy beds for all of the Pokegang! Its going to be expensive... I haven't even bought my birthday present yet = ( Sadly Larpras cannot sleep in that kind of bed due to her size... so have to buy her another kind of bed. I'm gonna go shop at Far East for my hat at that hat shop... And get my willingtons boots... and so many things I need!!! OMG I'm gonna be broke...

I've always been erratic. I've never doubt that. I'm weird, yes. Perhaps its getting abit too much. Perhaps its time to control my urges. Being a mad scientist is for primary and secondary schools, not during work. Be stern, be friendly, be anything but not weird. Cause I guess its an auto feeling you give to your colleagues.

I went for some of the exhibits for the Singapore Design Festival. I'm so impressed and inspired by those works. Appreciating arts can be a tricky thing when you don't think. The festival allowed me to discover Emily Hill, which in turn houses one organisation that I might need in the future. There's also a TCM organisation there and they've planted some TCM plants there and its run down but very interesting!

Gonna read about my previous KYO's (Know youself day). Think I might be going have one very soon. Hmm... I wonder where I should go... Any good ideas? If I never worked in Botanic Garden's, I might have gone there. But now I've almost know every crook and cranny of the place... Maybe Krangi war memorial or something... always wanted to go there but did not have the time... Maybe Kent Ridge Park.. maybe some place different. Let Fate send a message to me.

I feel like a whirling dervish (those turkish guys that spins round and round with a long skirt on), going in circles, getting dizzy. My mind is in a mass, confused, random and totally unchartered. nd I dare not stop, because it has been spinning for the past 10 years. All the changes... I must never change... I must never change...

Amongst the void in my heart can I find the will to plug it?