How hateful. This is the 2nd time I'm typing all this. The last one dissappeared in a puff of error.

The next post will be about all my School T-shirts and the stories behind them.

I've been doing lots of thinking. I've not think much since the end of my attachment. I love thinking. Thinking about myself, as well as others. Though so, I find it extremely hard to form these thoughts into coherent words. I had many notable dialogues with my friends, and most of these I scarcely remember, but the importance of them is still in my mind. Unfortunately it is impossible for me to transcribe all these knowledge into words.

My favourite topic when thinking is often: 'What if?'

What if

What if I didn't join GLs?
What if I were more active in GLs?
What if I signed the attendence sheet for the Robotics Competition during Primary School?
What if I never joined HLM?
What if I had a more conservative open drill for the Open Drill Competition?
What if we have won the Open drill Competition?
What if I did not choose NP?
What if I went to Landscape Architecture?
What if I did not chicken out during NRA auditions?
What if I did not have a nanny when I was young?
What if I studied harder when I was in Primary School?

But I guess thinking 'If I've never done it, I would have been better off' is not right. If we have not followed the path, how would we have known that it is not ideal? And in all sense there is not such thing as a wrong path. All paths are wrought with its dangers as well as its own rewards. We can definitely learn from all of them.

I will be going to Sungei Buloh tommorrow to appreciate Gaia's heart.