Damn I find it so hard to smile... I mean with teeth. I never smile with my teeth revealed. And my eyes become so small when I smile. Don't like it.

But hey, they say they'll send me the poster and the photos they took to me after graduation! Hey hey hey photos taken by professionals sia...

And I can't believe that people actually came wearing polo tees. Yes, they did say polo tees are allowed... but hey isn't that abit like sloppy? Hmm...

But I guess... our photos going to last only 1 year... so I think its not going to matter that much anyway.

But hey they said they're going to send our posters to our respective Secondary Schools!!! So malu... But hey, the guy who didn't get top marks during Secondary School is, now. HAHAHA. Well, happy that I've made it so far.

'I Believe I can Fly' by R Kelly is such a great song. When I hear it, I feel so motivated. Every prose is so inspirational... (go find the lyric yourself lol)

And no... its not the deluded rantings of a madman trying to fly.

I have been, like, using anti-aging cream lately... but my face still haven't improve much... so sian...

Verse of the Wind
by Alex Lim

Breeze in, tune of the high places
Let them fall to the caverns of the dark
Be brought back to light once more
Those that dwell in the depths of no return

The bells ring with the scores from the gust
Airy spirits bring song to the throats of man
Its sad, that though, the song of the wind
Comes out from the pipes of man

These are just translations
Of those formed in the caves and cliffs
Purest in spirit, those formed by Nature
Impure man translates impure tunes

Though so, these impure songs are what we man can use, to empower our lives.

You know,

When You Believe... (Mariah Carey, Whitney Houston)

You Can Make it Through The Rain (Mariah Carey) ...

You Can Fly (R Kelly) ...

You Won't Miss A Thing (Aerosmith) ...

Cause outsiders Can't Stop The Beat (HairSpray Cast) !!!

Alex. I just want to tell you that what you want is something that you have choose to reject, yet you search for it, every step of the way. The times that you've spent, have you not learnt what you desperately need? yet everytime you move in this short life of yours you are rejecting, and stopping yourself... Is there an unseen limit, a cap you have placed upon yourself? What is it you seek? Is the top not enough? Then what is? What is that which you want, so desperately wish for? Perhaps that is an answer Fate will grace you with when you're in the Army.

You know what I hear? I hear that its never enough for me. Even if become king I'll never be enough. Only one thing satisfies me: nuturing living things. Yes. be it teaching, or growing plants, or beautifying the environment... Growing things makes me happy. I guess thats the void in my life. I want to be recognised as well. recognised as the best if not one of the best at what I do... because I believe that is what Gaia has granted me... the ability to grow... Though it seems, currently, the only ability I have is to kill...

Lol what am I good at? I don't really know. Though I'm sure I lead myself to a good final resting point.