I hate you.

Ok, hate is a strong word. A strong dislike. Amongst my bestest best friends, you're reduced to be with the common acquaintances.

Why wouldn't I say it, in front, directly at you? It might be because I do not have the courage to do so. Or perhaps it doesn't matter to me in the first place. Or I'm just plain lazy. Or I don't think it mattered.

How should I say this? I who has rushed all the way from work, to send you off from the airport... I expected more love (not that kind of love, but more recognition) from you. That hey, someone of no blood relation is here, sending you off. Someone who thinks that 'hey, I think we are very good friends, good enough for me to come all the way from NP to the airport for'.
Well, I guess I'm not. Me, waiting even during that final moment that you'll look back from the pedestal to recognise that I am there.

Should be honoured that you msned me, all the way over at Down Under? perhaps I am the only one online on your screen. I find myself, not knowing this then, moving involuntarily to my neopets, playing my favourite games, for their are more important to me, now.