Long time since I've blogged, reason being I'm too busy with other things like Ops, games, weiqi and videos. But now since I finally find some time to do what I must, here it goes.

I'm going to the AHM run tomorrow. Incredibly frustrating, since I thought I'm out of the team, but we (the AHM failures) are signed up because well 'Its the least we can do for them (us)'. Well, thanks but no thanks for your 'generosity'. I've not ran long distances for a month, and I've to wake up at the Fate Forsaken hour of 2 am just so I can reach Esplanade before 3.30am. Seriously,why would anyone put themselves to such suffering. Taxi fares will be a pain. But whatever it is as Fate decrees, so shall it be.

Ops shows that men are beasts by nature. Without the power of Law there can be no Order in humans. Like the American town when the hurricane struck. Man are destructive and chaotic by nature. They like to destroy whatever they have, cause pain on others. The racket they made. I wonder if they are toilet trained, to say the least. As I've always said, man hurt others to make themselves whole. The pain and suffering of others makes them happy, happy about their own limitations. And thus they are flawed.

I hope Fate will bless me with the Japan trip. I've been wanting to go Japan, and this Weiqi appreciation trip is just what I need. This means no interruptions from both family and army, be it death, injury or ops.

Completed lots of DS games. Magical Starsign was great. FFXII Reverant Wings was great too. Gonna start on Digimon. After all, what is Ops for?

I believe that by removing all emotional attachments on others, one will reduce suffering as well as curbing the need to cause suffering.